Bea wears jacket by FYODR GOLAN, skirt by MARNI, watch by BABY G and boots by CHEAP MONDAY.<\/em><\/p>\nBea has always felt like something of an outsider. Born in the Netherlands to Cornish immigrant parents, she attended Dutch school but was steeped in English culture at home, the radio set permanently to BBC Radio 4.<\/p>\n
She has mixed feelings about her hometown of Amsterdam. She finds its live music scene \u201cdismal\u201d and has struggled to find musicians to support her on stage. But she admires the city\u2019s intimacy. These days she\u2019s \u201cliving a kind of double life\u201d financing her music with three jobs: waitressing at a noodle restaurant, working on the door at parties and occasionally assisting photographers on shoots.<\/p>\n
Her visual grounding is stamped across her music. She speaks of a \u201chealthy and very personal working relationship\u201d with Piet Langeveld, \u201can autonomous visual artist\u201d. Their close bond resulted in an unforgettable photograph of Bea, slumped in a shallow bath against a mosaic of green tiles, wearing a translucent muscle man bodysuit, procured from a costume shop. (The look recalls Robbie Williams ripping off his flesh to become the dancing cadaver in the \u201cRock DJ\u201d video.) \u201cIt was meant for a man, so I had to sew the crotch out.\u201d Bea\u2019s engaged in a fraught staring competition with the camera, albeit with a distinctly arched eyebrow.<\/p>\n
She carries this theme into \u201cWe\u2019re Like The Hard Born\u201d, where, this time clad in a naked suit, she films herself with an iPhone perched on a selfie stick. A billowing smoke machine suggests a plain somewhere between a Turkish bath and the Arctic Circle.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen you watch it, you\u2019re looking at me observing myself,\u201d she says. \u201cYou need to have patience for it.\u201d Patience is rewarded with the image of a singing digital Labrador, superimposed over Bea\u2019s face. Don\u2019t seek any explanation for this, though: it\u2019s the product of an imagination that shuns justification.\u00a0\u201cI want to put question marks where other people might put exclamation marks.\u201d<\/p>\n
Here the songstress creates a playlist exclusively for\u00a0Wonderland…<\/em><\/p>\nAndy Stott – ‘Leaving’<\/strong><\/p>\n